menangis lagi.......

knape dgn aku ni? ckap nk lpe ble dh blh trime slow2... tbe2 rindu utk capital N ni dtg...mmg rindu sgt3 kt dy...rndu nk dgr suare dy, nk gelak2 ngn dy.. borak2 sblm tdo... sume rindu... aku tgah cekal kn hati aku ni.. aku tau, xgne sgt aku pk ape2 lg about him... tp ni hakiktnye...bkan snang nk lpe sume bnde yg kite hrapkn jd kbahagiaan kite..aku dh buat 1 confession yg truk sgt smlm.. aku g chat ngn dy... mm ble dh chat tu, aku g ckap kt dy yg aku btul3 rndu sgale2nye pasal dy... aku btl2 xthan smpai xpk ape yg aku akn dpt lpas tu... mm dy jwb ¨ b xnk ayg hrapkn b sgt..ayg fhamkn ape yg b nk??..¨ kenyataan mmg mnyakitkn!! sgt mnyaktkn..! aku blh lpekn dy tp aku prlukn dy tye khbr aku, mcm mne aku skrg...ble dy wt mcm tu, aku blh lpe dy... tp npe b? ayg nk tu jek dri b.. ayg nk hdup normal mcm sblm ni.... ye ayg mngaku...AYG SYG LG KT B! plzzz fham ape yg ayg nk...b ckap b akn call tp???? ibarat pungguk merindu bulan! mnanti buah yg xkn ggur!!!

looking forward!!

* KECEWA? - igtlh, saat engkau kecewakn sseorang

* MENANGIS? - igtlh saat engkau buat sseorg mnangis

* SAKIT HATI? - igtlh saat engkau sakitkn hati sseorang

* DIPERMAINKAN? - igtlh saat engkau prmainkn hdup sseorg

* TIDAK DIENDAHKAN? - igtlh saat engkau buat tak endah pda sseorg

** setiap prbuatan ( sedar/ tidak) pasti ada blasannya.. itu janji ALLAH! 

* bercinta mmg mudh.. utk dicntai jga mmg mdah.. tapi untk dicntai oleh org yg kita cntai itulh yg sukar diperoleh....

*kalau tdak mmpu mncintai, jgn prnh sntuh hati seseorang....

* kalau tdk mmpu setia, jgn prnh mmbuat jnji....

* kalau tdak mmpu menggenggam hubungn, jgn prnh mmbri hrapn...

** kerana hati manusia itu terlalu bernilai dan terlalu berharga untuk disakiti, serta terlalu mahal untuk disia-siakan dan untuk dihancurkan...

* ada ssuatu prkara yg kamu cintai ttpi itu mmbawa kburukn kpd kamu.. ade pula ssuatu prkara yg kamu bnci ttapi sbaliknya ia mmbawa kbaikan kpd kamu.. sdarlah kamu tidk mngetahui.. ALLAH yg lbih mngetahui...

* cintailh sseorg itu ats dasar siapa dia skrg... dan bukan siapa dia sebelumnya...

* sdalam mna kite sygkn sseorg itu, kite tak bolh brhrap yg org itu akn jd milik kite slamenye.. biar kite jek yg tahu sejauh mne prasaan syg kite kt dy.. yg pntg kite usaha buktikn kite sygkn dy... 1 hari nnti ble dy dh khilangn kite, dy akn brfkir sndri sgala pngorbnn yg kite lakukn utk dy... saat itu, barulh dy tahu betapa pntgnye kite pada dy dan barulh dy mnghrgai kite... kerana lbih perit jika dimiliki tp tdak dihrgai...

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**p/s:: mm lgu ni skrg jd fav song aku...sbb org yg aku accept one years ago hak org.. frankly speaking wlaupn bkan aku try dy, aku still lyan dy n tu slap yg pling truk prnh aku wt..nowadays..dy dh blik pd yg asal.. n lgu ni btul3 wat aku trseksa! skrg aku tau dy bhagia sgt3 tnpa ade aku n mgkn aku lgsg xdiendahkn....

ya allah..bpe lme aku prlukn mse utk lpekn dy? aku xrse lg mcm mne utk hdup dlm erti kate yg sbnr.. hidp aku trkontang kanting lpas dy prgi.. aku btul2 sunyi... YA ALLAH KAU TUNJUKKANLAH JALAN YANG TERBAIK UNTUK AKU...AKU BTUL2 TERSEKSA APE YG AKU RASE SKRG.. SDGKN DY BHAGIA...TPI BHAGIA DY ATS PNDERITAAN AKU.. TABAHKAN LAH HATI AKU NI UTK LALUI HARI2 TNPA DY.. KAU TUNJUKKANLAH HIKMAH DISEBALIK APE YG AKU RASE INI.. AKU BTUL2 XLARAT DGN SUME NI..  aku dh puas buang dy dri hdup aku..tp skit pn xblh.. ape sume ni? DY BKN DITKDRKN UTK AKU! DY DH BUANG AKU! BUAT APE AKU IGT DY LG? AKU MMG DH XDE DLM HDUP DY!.. dyra...igt la sgale ape yg prnh dy wat kt kau sampai ko marane!! smpai rse dh xnk hdup lg!! ingat la sume tu! org tu mgkin dh bnci kt kau! SEDAR BANYAK3!!! biar dy ngn hdup dy klaw tu yg dy nk.... DY NK AKU MULE HDUP  BARU? YE! AKU TGAH CUBE NI.. DOAKN AKU BLH HDUP  TNPA BAYANG DY....='(

sunyi !

 

snyi nye rse ble dh xde sape yg nk care, nk tye khbar n anything la.... mm ade phone pn mcm xde jek... msg free 120 pn xgrak2...pnye la xde sape nk ajk msg...mmm npe tbe2 rindu ni dtg..dh puas cbe elak tp xblh jgak..ya ALLAH.. aku xsbar sgt nk tau ape hkmah dseblik yg aku tanggung ni  skrg...xsbar sgt..aku xthan klaw mcm ni jek yg aku rse trus.. aku dh xtau nk snyum mcm mne lg..kpale ni xpnah bnti dri igtkn dy...aku puas cbe jdkn dy tu cme mase lalu tp btul3 hard...mgkn sbb aku sygkn dy 1/2 hdup aku n xpnh trpk yg aku akn hlang dy nti...dgn dmam nye, skit blakng yg xelok2 lg ni..lg la wt aku rse payah sgt..

b...mlam ari isnn tu kn b ade ckap yg b xkn cntct ayg lg...really sad to accept! tp ayg xsgke sgt ari rbu wktu ayg kt bntg nk g tmrlh, b call..tp b dmam...mcm truk sgt tu...same time ayg pn dmam sbb kne tggal...mmm b ckap b xkeje ari tu n wktu tu kt klinik normanzila..xpe la b dh g klink, lapang ckit dada ayg dgr..lme jgak la kite ckap lpas jp rndu ayg kt b lpas satu ari kte mmg xcntct...bkan kite ckap jek kn? tp b nmpk ayg wktu park kete kt depn double a tu..b intai ayg dlm kete kn b snyum jek kt ayg? trime ksih ya allah hdiahkn mcm tu wlaupn skjp jek... kt bntg point pn ayg nmpk b wktu b anta kete tp b xnmpk sbb xduge nk g stu n ayg xkn inform kt b sbb jnji ayg, ayg xkn cntct b lg... sbb tu yg b nk kte wt kn? lupekn antara satu sama lain n start new life...tp bkan mcm pjam mate n bukak sume ilang memory tu..b sgale2nye pde ayg..really meaningful...take time maybe whole my life to forget you.. hdup ayg mmg dh xde mkne bahagie lg...ayg dh puas cube happy, tp totally FAIL!!!! kt mne2 ade byang b...knangn ngn b sekat ayg nk lupekn b... MAAFKN AYG SBB MSH SYG N RNDU B MCM BIASE...MAAF KN JGAK SBB XBLH LUPEKN B..TRIME KSIH DOAKN KBAHAGIAAN AYG..ayg pn xbrdndam ngn b cme ayg terkilan ape yg dh b jnji pda ayg...tu jek!!! ='(

forgive n forget

- ayg

+ yup..

- urmm

+ npe tbe2 urmm ni?

- dy nk tkar sim ngn b

+ ikt b la

- urm

+ ntah la

- npe?

+ xde pe

- ok

+ dlu nk tkar ngn ayg, ade jek alsn.. tp ngn dy

- sbnr nye slme nie dy wt mcj copy ngn b.mm

+ ayg tggu b msg..tp ni yg ayg dpt mlam ni..

- urm

+ xpe la..klaw b nk akhr kn mlam ni pn....mm

- b mtk maf tw?

+ btl kn, xnk cntct ayg dh?

- urm xtw la

+ b...klaw b syg ayg lg, bkn bg jwpn mcm tu..

- b syg dy lg..mm

+ xyh la b nk ckap lg bnde yg sme kt ayg..ayg tau, ayg xde lgsg mkne lg kt b..ayg dh msak ngn sume ni...

- urmm

+ klaw tu b nk, ayg lpaskn b.....

- urmm

+ npe b? urm? ayg xtau ape mksd urm tu..ckap b..jgn la dera ayg mcm ni..

- b mlaz pk dh

+ b mlas pk dh, ayg ni? urm? ayg lg trase tau? ade nye ayg pda b, xubh mcm nk isi syg b kt dy yg krang dlu..

- urm dh la..dy pon tw b mcj niey

huhhhhh!!! puas ati b wt ayg ni mcm doll? dlu wktu break, beria2 mntk kt ayg jgn tggal kn b..ble tye npe, sbb b syg ayg sgt3! eh klaw syg, xde b wt ayg mcm ni...xubh mcm smpah kot! b.. ayg lpas kn sume tu mlam td sbb ayg dh puas sbar ngn prangai b! dlu, wktu nk, mrayu2 sgt sdgkn dh ade dy wktu tu... ble dh dpt, mcm ni b wt ayg? ayg xde hati prasaan ke b? ha?? ayg fed up sgt ngn b! ni mgkin jlan yg trbaik ntk kite! stop! just forget me..! when it end, it end! ayg hrap b bhagie ngn that girl tu! dy yg fmily b hrap kn...bkan ayg! ayg xde ape2 mkne lg kt idop b..ayg dh serik knal mne2 llaki...ayg cme tggu jdoh dri Tuhan jek.. ssah sgt syg org yg xtau hrgai syg kite.. sia2 pngorbnn n setia ayg kt b slame ni..ape yg ayg dpt? kosong b! kosong!! ayg knal b dri b xde ape2.. ayg syg b pn xpnah pndg ape yg b ade skrg..xtau la plak that girl tu..huhhhh.. trime ksih b sbb tggal kn ayg MOST SUFFER THAN HAPPINESS.. tp ayg psti b prnh syg ayg sgt3, wlaupn skjp thanx tau? ayg smpn phone, rntai, bear, cncin n ape yg b dh bg kt ayg sume tu..ayg tau hrgai ape yg org bg wlaupn org tu dh sakit kn ayg... BETUL3 SAKIT B! SAKIT SANGAT!!! ayg lpaskn b prgi n don´t u ever try to get me back bcoz i don´t want to change my mind.....mmmm SEMOGA BAHAGIA DGN PEREMPUAN YG CUKUP SEMPURNA TU..

kasih....dimana hatimu??

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** i need to stop from do a waste thing in my life! all moment just bother me and make me really hard  to live again... i'll try to live without ur shadow eventhough i don't know wether i can or can't because for me, u really meaningful despite u make me hurts maybe everyday! sorry dear, i need to try throw u from my heart....i don't want anyone...u make me suffer..I REALLY DETERRED ALL OF LOVE...='((

 

corrections pp1 hlang...mm=´´(

zaidad, ika....pmbtuln pp1 hlang... 10 helai aku wt ari tu.. ckgu zurida tu dh la grang.. kne wt blik ke? pnat la..dh puas slongkr tmpt bku tp xjpe jgak.. ats ktil aku pn dh mcm tmpt bku dh..sume nye psal krts pp tu! pnat la aku wt sblm fnal exm tu lg..eeeii aku ltak dlam fail tp fail jpe isi prut fail tu ilang..xkn ade tkus lak? klaw ade pn pndai gak tkus tu plih blu kn? nk krts2 jek yg fail tu xnk lak..nk blaja business gak kot tkus tu?heeee xblh jd ni! kne cri gak! mlas nk wt lain..keje geo fzikl, lthn pp1, nota pp1 pn sume xwt lg...dyra! mlas ko mkin mnjd2 ni...mntg2 la ko xnk stady kt ctu dh kn? wake up dyra! wt jgak! gggrrrrrr!

*mood:: malas + xpham = xnk buat blh x?!

nk ke aku mule kn skali lg? mm

mm kli ni aku xsure ngn ape yg aku rse.. aku xtau btul2 ke just temporary jek.. yg psti ble dy tman aku kt fb slame aku onlne ngn chat aku, aku rse lain jek.. aku xtau nk trang mcm mne tp aku tau hati aku still ade 'DY'.. B.....mcm mne ayg nk truskn hdup ni xde b? wlaupn b ttap tman ayg, b dh bhagie..sdgkn ayg? tgah usaha nk mulekn hdup bru yg ayg hrap xde lg LUKA tu.. ble pk2 blik, lpas offlne jek, xde pn prasaan tu.. ish xpham la ngn hati ni.. btul la org ckap kn? "perasaan ni sbnrnye wjud.. ari ni ade, esok xde.. ari ni xde n esk ade lg.. dn sterusnye.." ayg tau hati ayg xpnh rse mcm tu ble ngn b.. smpai ari ni ade n xtau smpai ble akn trus ade! b.. ayg mntak sgt jgan taburkn ape2 jnji lg ye? ayg xnk hrap ape2 dh lpas b dh plih dy untk b.. skit sgt ble semua jnji yg b bg tu, satu pn xtrtunai! hampa! kecewa! semua ade... 

ye! mmg slap aku terlalu tggi brhrap.. aku igt bkan aku jek yg brhrap mcm tu tp mmg salh!..  xpe..ni pngajran pling brmkne kt hdup aku..ape2 pn xde b, ayg xkn tau mkne kcewa lpas hilang org yg kite syg.. stakt ni, aku xnk mulekn lg ngn sape2.. TAKUT! aku dh xnk nangis n try utk bhagie smule.. sbb btul3 skit rse dy..hncur sgt hati...='(

be strong ek?

wktu onlne fb mlam td dlm kol 10 tu, ade gak mmbe aku pn tgah onlne.. ptg tu dy ade sent msg kt nombo celcom sruh call dy sbb dy xde krdt..tp aku btul2 xsdar ade msg sbb aku lbih kt nombo mxs tu... yunk.. sory tau? aku btul2 xtau ko ade prob bsar nk share..wktu  im ngn dy tu, dy xtau nk luah mcm mne..aku call dy gne phone ayh sbb aku pn xde krdt jgak.. ssah nye nk angkt call tu..isshhh org dh ssah ati ni! so, aku call umh dy n sruh dy angkt call tu... lpas dy dh cter sume problem dy tu, ya ALLAH!!! npe jd mcm ni?? ckup la aku sorg jek rse..aku xnk tgk kwan2 yg rpat ngn aku rse bnde yg sme... AKU XSKE KO WT KEJE GILER MCM TU! BYAK LG CARA BLH HANDLE MSALH! AKU MRAYU KT KO JGN LA ULANG BNDE MCM TU NTK 2ND TIME KO! XKSIAN KT PARENTS TU?? mm aku pham sgt3 ape yg ko rse.. aku xsgke bnde ni ko jgak akn rse.... msti ade sbb dy wt mcm tu...pkse dy jwb sume yg ko nk tau... lpas tu, nk xnk kne trime jgak... wktu tu aku mmg hrap ko kuat nk face sume... dlu aku ngis kt ko.. mlam td, ko plak kn? sbb yg sme jgak..cme keadaan jek yg brbeza... yunk...stop ok? aku xnk la org rse ape yg aku dh rse... aku xske kte2 ko smlm...  tuhan xkn uji klaw kte xmmpu nk face ssuatu tu... ok? aku doakn yg trbaik ntk ko...  be harder than before!!!

aman hidup!!

dear my bestie WANNUR SYAHIRAH! trime ksih sbb solve prob aku ngn bdak sengal tu! xpham bhase btul..xpsal2 dh kne sound ngn ko yg mlut mmg xde insurans tu kn? heheheh mcm xde prasaan jek bdak tu ble kne sound ngn ko pn blh gelak lg! aisshhhh! xpe2..ko soh aku block kn? mmg aku dh block pn! semak jek hdup! dh org xnk pkse2 plak..ske ati aku la nk syg ex aku ke sape2 pn, tu hak aku! xde kne mngene ngn ko la! aku xnk la ko ade kt hdop aku lg..! aku block ko sbb aku xnk dh ko cara aku! huhhhh!! stop  being ridiculous!!!!!!

OST Asmara-Ku Ingin Kamu by romance

sayunye ble dgr lgu ni...='( nk ngis pn ade... urrmmm lgu ni btul2 tggalkn 1001 knangn aku ngn dy... ishh mcm mne blh tbe2 jek t'dgar lgu ni..b..mcm mne blh trkuar lak lgu ni? mm igt plak wktu yg kt blut xde line 3 ari  tu...smpai kte cntct gne phone ayh n akak kn? time b nk g toilet, b tgalkn ayg ngn lgu tu gne speaker b tu kn? sdihnye ble igt moment tu..='( klaw blh, ayg dh xnk recall or remind any memory ngn b dh!!! tp xblh, kt mne2 sume ade memory ngn b......:( 

jangan pakse boleh tak?!

awk ni kn! sengal btul..! geram pn ade..sye dh ckap kn awk bg la mse byak mne pn, sye xblh nk trime awk! sye dh ckap kn, sye syg dy lg! sye xblh nk lpe dy! ingt sye ni sng2 ke nk pndh syg ni kt sape2?? sye xske la awk tggal kn single msg kt im sye .. lpas tu ble sye tlak awk, awk ckap la mcm ni la, mcm tu la.. huhhhh!! nk ke sye trime awk sbb ksian kn awk? sdgkn ati sye bkan utk awk n the same time sye cntct ngn dy? awk pn ckap xnk kn?  sye xknal awk.. awk kt sne, sye kt sni! lgpn, attitude awk mcm mne pn sye xtau kn? sye ni xdesperate lg kot.. sye xpnh trpk pn nk syg spe2 include awk! maaf..sye wt awk trase..sye xblh syg spe2 stakt ni.... :( stop bothering me! awk pn mntk sye lpekn awk..sye xpnh pk awk pn.. smlm awk ckap awk nk try lpekn sye, ikot awk la..sye xkn halang ckit pn..tu hak awk,..sye xhrap ape2 pn..sye mntk maaf jgak sbb yg reply chat sye 2 ari lpas tu bkan sye tp my ex...huhhhh


** ptut la najwa latif tu wjudkan lgu CINTA MUKA BUKU.. mmg ade kes kot...nggeeeee

rindu dh terbalas!!!

 huurggghh...! dh sbulan lbih aku xjpe dy.. tgk2 td dlm kol 1 lbih, dy msg aku..

- ayg wt pe? urm b nk jpe ayg dpn umh blh?

+ onlne kolej..ha? b nk wt ape

- hehe..sje jek nk jmpe

+ ke nk ayg kuar bndr..

- bkan ade ape pn kt bndr..

+ tau la..npe nk jpe kt umh? klaw kt bndr, xyh la dok ctu..lpak la mne2

- kte g jaln raub nk?

+ b xksah? urm?

- x..ayg?

+ ayg ikot b..ayg xnk b jpe sbb trpkse jek..

mm tu half msg aku ngn dy tgah hri td..trkejot sgt dy nk jpe tbe2 jek.. so, aku pn ikot la.. aku mntk kt ibu nk kuar ngn dy..tp kne bsing jgak la sbb dh xde ape2 kn.. kitorg spent time kt raub tu.. psing2.. mm lpas rndu aku kt dy...nk dkat 5.30 ptg tu, dy blik lpas bork2 jp kt umh aku... b.....trime ksih sgt3 tau sbb nk jpe ayg time btul3 dh  rndu kt b... best sgt3! heheheeee..love u sayang! lpas ni ble plak la nk jpe kn? klaw nk ikot yg ayg perli b td, maybe 7 thun akn dtg...mm xpasal2 kne ggit ngn b kn? smpai lbam lgan ayg!  jhat btul! =)

congrates kak iva!

lpas pnat b'hmpas pulas blajr in diploma for nursing at KPJIC, akhrnya akak aku yg sorg ni dh grad... dh 3 buln dy keje kt KPJ Klang.. 05 dec 2011 kitorg satu fmily g PICC kt putrajaya nk tgk dy ambk konvo..yg best plak kitorg g rmai2 sbb 3 org yg konvo..congrates jgak kt mama sbb dh smpai mster pn dy blaja n pgang jwtn bsar kt dlm hspitl KPJ Perdana kt klantan..

Putrajaya International Convention Centre (PICC)

cerianye mke dy...hehe 

muke gmbire ibu ngn ayh.. tmbh plak ank 1st dy dh keje..

ni la warga2 kpj dlm fmily aku.. dri kiri tu cousin aku sbaye ngn akak aku, kak ikin tp dy farmasi, yg tgah tu lak mama..dy dh master..

ni pakcik yg pling aku syang n rapt! kitorg pggil dy uncle.. mm hepynye muke.. yela wktu dy grad dlu, dy sorg2 jek kt oversea tu..xde sorg pn fmily yg attend.. dy ni arkitek dok oversea 7 thun..

ehem..ehem.. kak iva, sape tu ek? hehe..time to forget the past that useless!! ggrrrrr

kuarga aku...=)

ni jek yg mmpu ikot kitorg..3 fmily lg ade job..

lpas aku tgok akak aku konvo, rse xsbar sgt nk hbis blaja n nk rse jgak mcm tu..aku nk tgk muke happy ibu ngn ayh! aku nk dorg rse puas yg slame 18 thun dorg bsarkn aku xsia2 pngorbnn tu.. tp ape yg pntg, aku hrap aku blaja kt IPTA...aminn..=)

kuukir indah namamu..

If I let you go
Something I belong
Forever will be gone
The love is never shine
Is so hard to say since you far away
Nothing gonna do
The love is only you
To the end of time
I’ll be missing you

Entah kemana
Akanku cari
Rasa cinta yang
Pernah ku miliki
Janji setia
Sehidup semati
Dan hanya waktu yang
Memisahkan kita
Namun semua
Telah berakhir
Untukku
Harus ku akui
Sampai detik ini
tak akanku lupa
Kisah cinta kita

Abadi untukmu
Yang ku ukir indah namamu

If I let you go
Something I belong
Forever will be gone
The love is never shine
Is so hard to say since you far away
Nothing gonna do
The love is only you
To the end of time
I’ll be missing you

Harus ku akui
Sampai detik ini
Tak akanku lupa
Kisah cinta kita
Abadi untukmu
Kan ku ukir indah namamu

Harus ku akui
Sampai detik ini
Tak akanku lupa
Kisah cinta kita
Abadi untukmu
Kan ku ukir indah namamu

Harus ku akui
Sampai detik ini
Tak akanku lupa
Kisah cinta kita
Abadi untukmu
Kan ku ukir indah namamu
Abadi untukmu
Kan ku ukir indah namamu

*p/s: stiap yg dh jd antara ayg ngn b, ayg xlpe..sbb b pnah ajr ayg hdup bhagie... ajar mkne syg n rndu! ayg hrgaiii adenye b satu mse dlu... maaf sbb msih sygkn b smpai ari ni...

my teardrops... smpai ble nk bnti mgalir utk bnde yg xde ksudhn??

aku dh pnat nk ngis coz pk kn bnde yg xkn ade ksudhn...dyra! looking frward! jgan hdup dlm fntasi yg kau dh plih! tu sume utk smntra...mse dpan ko jauh lg...! ya ALLAH, tolong la aku lpekn sume mslh ni...aku dh trlalu jauh brhrap... aku dh pnat pk kn ni sume...cme aku jek yg pk sorg...bhagie ke aku ble plih cara ni? aku plih cara ni sbb xnk hncurkn prasaan yg mkin hncur ni...ya! from now, aku kne trime confession dy mlam td... aku bkan yg dhrapkn spt yg pnah dy nk dlu... babyyy...ni la sbb nye ayg ckap, ayg xde mood wktu b call mghrb td... ayg xnk ckap straight..ayg tau b ade ati n prasaan...tp...knape slalu aku jek yg tau jge ati n prasaan org? cme aku pk klaw aku trus trang, org tu msti trase...sdgkn aku? ade yg jge tp.......maaf klaw b trase hati ape yg ayg tlis ni...tp ni hkikt nye yg ayg xblh nk jjur ble msg or call... harap b bahagia sgt3 ngn dy... cme tu yg b hrapkn kn? ayg kne trime sume tu yg ayg dh xpntg lg dlm idop b...=(

nk g konvo my sister...

mm mcm xcye jek my sster dh hbis stady n dh keje 3 blan...rsenye bru jek dy blaja, skrg dh pgang duit sndri..isnin ni ade konvo dy...xsbarnye nk tgk tp... ibu ngn ayh jek blh msuk..gram3! klaw x, blh la rse pkai jubah tu..heeee... tggu tau? kite snap pic bebyak...heheeh =)

welcome december..

sdar xsdar dh nk hbis 2011 rpenye... aku hrap utk blan disember yg bru mcul ni, hlang la sume sdih n phit maung yg aku rse slame hmpr 4 blan ni... aku nk mle kn sume mcm sblm2 ni yg xde mkne sdih pn kt aku...tp yg xskenye..ble dh start blan 12 ni, so mknenye skul pn dh nk bkak...alamak!! mlas nye nk skul blik... heee..dh la next year stpm...pergghhh kne struggle btul blaja kali ni...dyra!! ckup ye main2 tu...asyk nk honeymoon jek...think about ur future ok?! 

huhhh nk dok ostel ke x ek? xnk msok sbb xde gang yg mcm dlu... xblh nk wt kpale mcm dlu..tp ibu sruh msok sbb kt umh mgadp fb jek..ayah plak xksah nk dok ke x sbb dy xnk pkse..klaw dok pn tp ati xkt ostel tu, sme jgak...xnk la dok mcm tu..nk exm bru stay....

xperia x8 vs vivaz pro hd

ggrrrr!!! perghh td g kdai phone nk top up, ttibe lak mate ni gtal lak g malawt phone2 yg ade..ttibe lak t´nmpk phone xperia x8! YA ALLAH dh la fav phone tu lpas tgk dy pkai...iisshhh gramnye tgk dgn wane putih lg price pn dh down!! tp ayah dh jnji klaw dpt pointer 2.8 somethg fnal exm bru ni, ayh nk bg vivaz tp...tkot xlpas jek..mm tp tu la syg gak klaw bli sbb phone yg aku pkai skrg ni somebody yg bg wlaupn mmg ade rosk tp nk repair jgak!! it´s really meaningful to me...=)

 xperia x8

vivaz pro HD

love chooses you!

if u find urself in love with someone and that someone doesn´t love u... be gentle to urself. there is nothing wrong with u... but love just didn´t choose to rest in that someone´s heart....

if u find someone in love with u and u can´t answer that love... feel honoured that love has same by and called on ur door... but gently refuses the feeling u can´t return, as love didn´t choose to settle in ur heart....

if u find urself in love with someone and the love return.. it still can happen that loves chooses to leave... don´t try to reclaim it and don´t asses any

 blame! let it go !! despite the pain, there is a reason and meaning their... u  can´t choose love by urself !!!!! LOVE CHOOSES YOU........

bahagienye hidup klaw ade magic! heee~

knape aku ckap best klaw ade magic? sbb ble ade magic, aku nk plih p´kare2 yg wt aku hepi jek...xkan ssekali aku plih yg wt aku nangis!! mm skit sgt ble kite dh lalui bnde yg kite hrapkn lbih tp cme stop kt tngah jaln jek..huhhhh :´( ckup la ape yg aku lalui ni sbgai experience pling truk dlm hdup n hrap sgt3 xkn jd utk yg ke-2....klaw kite hepy, nk hdup pn rse seronk jek, xde senyum dlm pura2! 

ape pn, ape yg jd tu msti ade yg lg bgus kn pd kite? insyaALLAH... ape yg dh lalui ni, mgkn pngajran pling  b´mkna kt aku...stiap dugaan tu kn mmatangkn kite cme t´pulang nk face mcm mne n aku hrap jgak xde rse mnyesl or blame mne2 phak tu ble dh rse bnde ni.... :|

rndu la!

cyunk! mm lme la xdgr citer psal zurin...lpas dy dftr kt uitm tu, nk cntct pn pk byk kali cuz tkot plak kcau dy...ok ke dy wktu orientasi? tkot gak klaw jd ape2 kt dy...klaw x, slalu gak kitorg msg or call dlam smggu tu...tp lpas msok ni lgsg xde lg...yg lain tu xpe la sbb slalu jpe...dy ni jek klaw kt umh pn, sush nk kuar sbb nti sape nk jge adk2 dy...errmm klaw free call aku ek? =(

TALKING TO THE MOON

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbours think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have

Chorus:
At night when the stars
light on my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
It holds you on
the other side
Talking to me too
Oh Am I an owl
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I'm feeling like
I'm famous
The talk of the town
They say
I've gone mad
Yeah
I've gone mad
But they don't know
what I know
Cause when the
sund goes down
someone's talking back
Yeah
They're talking back

Chorus:
At night when the stars
light on my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
It holds you on
the other side
Talking to me too
Oh Am I an owl
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ahh...Ahh...Ahh..
Do you ever hear me calling
(Ahh...Ahh..Ahh..)
Ho Hou Ho ho Hou

'Cause every night
I'm Talking to the Moon

Still try to get to You
It holds you on
the other side
Talking to me too
Oh Am I an owl
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Ohoooo...

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away

dy...=)

ermm somebody yg one day dlu xpnah jmu wat aku hepy smpai rse sronok jek hdup aku...really miss this guy! =) anyway..thanx bg owg curi pic yg ade ni tau? syg sgt kt awk.......

babyyy... ayg nk wish trima ksih byak3 kt b sbb b la ayg tau mcm mne nk syg n rindu kn org btul2.. mm thanx jgak tau sbb b prnh jd org yg trpntg dlam hdup ayg lpas kuarga... slame ayg knal b, mcm2 yg b bg kt ayg xksah la sedih tu pn..tp mmg xsah kn dlam 1 relation tu xde cbarn... b slalu support ayg blaja btul2 sbb b tau cita2 ayg bsar..klaw xblaja btul2 mcm mne nk capai kn ape yg kite nk... igt lg wktu ayg dftr form6..mlam tu b call tye ok xskul td, tp tbe2 ayg ngis n ayg ckap kt b ayg dh xnk g skul esk.. ayg dh rse sush mcm mne form6 tu... tp as my bf wktu tu, b ckap mcm mne dh tau sush sdgkn blaja pn xlg... mm btul jgak..ok aku pk sume tu lgpn ibu ngn ayh nk sgt aku msok form 6.. aku cube...

errm yg best ngn b smpai ayg btl3 sush nk lpe sbb, bg ayg, b bkan bf jek tp kwan nk cri gdoh, nk pkul2, nk lpas mslh...sume tu b trime jek kn? sbb tu ayg bhagia sgt3 ngn b... tp tu la ske sgt buli ayg kn? ble ayg xske bnde tu, b ske wt cre pkse heret ayg kn? geram3! heheh tp klaw bkan b, ayg nk b´dpan ngn org yg xknal pn tkot n humble tau? lpas ngn b la ayg brani ckit...heee tp b ngn ayg sme jek pnakot cme ayg jek xbrani nk pkse2 b tau? ngeee

mgkin b ngn ayg lbih ssuai jd kwan jek kot n xde jdoh between of us so, kite jd kwan...mmg hard tp kne cube jgak.. bg ayg, dpt knal ngn b adlh tkdir trindh sbb b btul2 jge ayg... wlaupn kite mgkn dh mkin jauh tp, b ttap xlpe nk cntct ayg n thanx my baby sbb xlpe also prnh syg kn ayg, bg ayg rse mcm mne bhagie tu...klaw dtkdrkn hdup b bhagia ngn dy, ayg kene relakn wlaupn mgkn hard sgt...tp klaw b bhagie, tu jgak mgkn bhagia untk ayg sbb ayg nk tgk b bhagie jek wlaupn ayg xrela same skali...jge dri baik-baik tau? thanx for everythgs sayang....=)

sKuL bArU + kAwAn BaRu + PeRaNgAi BaRu = SANGAT SUKE!!

xde la jauh pn skul tu... kt repas jek kot...hehehh 15 min jek dri bilut.. xsmpat nk rse pnat dok dlam kete dh smpai..hohoho aku pndh sni lpas pmr.. tmbh lak dh dok kt flda, skul tu under flda, so mne yg result ok tu, dpt la pndh... asalnya, skul tu nk wt fully science stream tp mybe ade sbb trsndri so, cmpur jek la... ade org msti bgge jd student science stream tp aku xkot...tau x sbb ape? sbb klaw xbtul2 fokus, xde mkne nye..huhu so fham2 la aku mcm mne...hee~

kwan lak...mm mcm2 kwan yg aku jpe..yg pndh dri skul blut tu mmg la rmai tp aku mmg kne ngn azizi jgak! sbb dy jek rpat ngn aku...tp dh ckap dok ostel xkn la 1 dorm ngn dy lak...=) smggu lbih lpas msok tu, bru la aku ngn ngn zurin, snang ckap, zurin la yg trik aku kawn ngn dak2 ni sume...sbb aku bkan pramh ble xknal org tu! kwan yg aku mkin baik like wannur, erma, kyra, zila, diyana, n syud..ni sume dri blut..kitorg ni mcm xbrkmbang jek brkepit ng  dak yg same kn? heheeh for eyne n yana don´t offended ok sbb korg kn org bntg n msok ostel lak lmbt tu yg xinform ni..lpas lme2 tu bru la kite jd geng kn?

klaw prangai tu xyh ckap la...tmbh lak eyna! dy ni sgt sengal...hehehe klaw wt ape2 tu mcm xde feel malu jek tau? hihihi dsbbkn eyna yg ajr mcm tu sume jd xmlu mcm dy..so, kitorg go on jek la ngn prangai mcm tu tmbh lak dh jd senior.. b´lgak bkan main semua kn? siap main mercun lg kt dpan umh warden..

mmg sronk sgt tau ble dpt mmber mcm ni...tp klaw dpt yg mmg xreti nk pham kite tu mmg sakit... alhamdulillah kitorg kwan n rapt smpai ari ni...

heRE mY stORy beGIn

urmm hidp aku xde la trlalu luar biase tp jpe mslh yg luar biase tu norml la kn?

huhuhu dlu cara aku lg simple tp ble dh jpe kwan2 bru, dh pndh skul bru, lg brubh... tmbh lak ble dok ostel bru la tau idop sush xde parents tu yg nk kuar jek ostel...hee~

fmily aku lak biase2 jek bkan loaded pn ckup la ble dh ade sume facilities tu... cme yg best ckit lpas akak aku dh keje as a nurse.. mm mcm2 dpt.. order jek kot...heheh mcm la ptptn dh byar kn?

mm nk wt intro ni mcm hard jek... ye la xpnah ade experience tlis diary..hehee ok see u next post...